To My Knees

I climbed in this cave

to find my perspective

I tried to know your soul

To understand mine.

but the world that I knew

was crazed and inflamed

and though it was joyous

those I loved came crashing down

It comes and goes in waves

That I don’t understand,To

I dive under or I fall to my knees

Though it hurts, I crave the sea

I wait for a time for just you and me. 

but fear shakes my core,

and my bones begin to shake

All feels lost, foreign, and forsaken. 

For I thought this time, was to be mine